So me and the love of my life were perfect a few weeks ago. But then we started spending more and more time together kind of forgetting to work on things that we needed to work on before we moved forward.
All I wanted to do was spend time with her when she finally came back into my life. Things were amazing and I took advantage of it. I didn’t think about working on things and spending time apart to make us stronger.
Now I am realizing those things. We have been getting into mini arguments and disagreements. But I think it’s cause we were spending too much time together. I think the way we are starting to do things now will help. Maybe seeing each other three days out of the week would be good. It will help each other appreciate the other and her presence more.
I am willing to do everything I can to make her mine again. I miss being her girl. Even though she isn’t my girlfriend right now, I still consider her my everything. The love of my life. My best friend. And every day spent with her is the best day of my life. I try my best to show her that every day.
I know you are probably going to read this, so baby, I’m sorry for everything I have done to upset you lately. Just remember the few quotes I wrote you from the Notebook. We will get through it. It won’t be easy but it’ll be worth it. Cause you, Lauryn, are worth it all. I love you so much babygirl.